Today marks 4 months since Nikki passed away. :( I'm not sure whether 4 months seems like an eternity or if it doesn't seem like it's been that long! All I know is that it still sucks and that she is missed so much!
Today is Thanksgiving Day in Canada. So, today my family out east isn't feeling very thankful. Yes, I know there is a lot to be thankful for and I know that they are. I guess because it's 4 months....Thanksgiving....and all that jazz, well, you get the picture. I would probably feel more like that myself if I were still in Canada. I'm just kind of removed from the Thanksgiving thing.
I cry about Nikki a lot these days. I'm not sure why. I think there is a realization that has FINALLY hit me.
She's not coming back.
Maybe I need to make some sort of peace with it, or something.
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